Beer Pong & Breastaurant Buddies

As I sit here, enduring conversations said not to me, but actually through me, I plan my evening. My coworkers whisper endlessly about their personal baggage and indulgences to me freely, trying to keep their nagging just below cubicle hearing level. They spill their evening intentions, grocery list ideas and inner most secrets to me as they peer over the edge of my compact fisher price cube. I stare intently at my computer, wiggling my mouse as if I’m finishing up a soon-to-be presented document. All i'm really doing is drafting my blog post for the day. Do they not see the glaze in my eyes?

 

It's been a little bit since I made a post, so let's touch base, shall we..

     There is nothing more annoying than having a friend experiencing a break up that just won't let go. Especially if that friend has gotten back together and broken up with that guy numerous times before. However, for me, this wasn't the case. It was full on, 24/7, nothing but LOVE. At least, from my end. But we're not here to dwell,  but rather excell. Just in fucking LIFE in general, ya know :) I'm talking about an overall inner sense of happiness.

     "What have you been up to since the breakup" , you ask?

 

Little bit of this, little bit of that. Luckily, I know some pretty rad people that make it a mission to put a smile on your face when you're down. Thanks to some of my friends Ryan, Alyssa, Amy, Ponder and my new (really cute) friend I met that night, Mabry. ;) We played some beer pong, other fun 'mood altering' activities, and even jumped in the hot tub. Breakup? What breakup?!

 

"Okay, i'm just going to get it all out an once, and then it'll be over, I promise-" I began to cover my own tail to my friends. "No, you let that shit out girl! Do it, let's hear it!" they encouraged me. So, naturally, I spill. I tell them all the meaty parts. "An EMAIL?" Amy and Alyssa skreik. Yes. An E-Mail. But whatever, what doesn't kill us makes us play beer pong and get the hell over it.

Ponder & Ryan, getting whooped. Properly, of course.



Amy, Alyssa and I

Every time I do a lay-back on the pole, I keep in mind that I might fall, but I also might not. That's the same mentality I always carry in my relationships. Yes, I have faith my partner and I love and trust them. But do I think for a second but they'll never betray me? Based on the experiences I've had I would be a fool to believe that I'll never get hurt again. But it's not just based off of my own personal experiences as to why I feel this way, it's simply human nature! Why is it that we are never satisfied and always want the next best thing? BEATS ME, but until that suddenly isn't the case anymore, i'm going to know in the back of my head that a man will always be capable of cheating. (did that even make sense?) With that being said, that is certainly not an all day fun pass to be a little skank. If you cheat on me, I will react accordingly. And a woman never reveals her secrets! Xo

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